In behavioural tests of anxiety , a low dose of N
2 O is an effective anxiolytic , and this anti-anxiety effect is associated with enhanced activity of GABA A receptors, as it is partially reversed by benzodiazepine receptor antagonists . Mirroring this, animals that have developed tolerance to the anxiolytic effects of benzodiazepines are partially tolerant to N
2 O .  Indeed, in humans given 30% N
2 O , benzodiazepine receptor antagonists reduced the subjective reports of feeling "high", but did not alter psychomotor performance, in human clinical studies. 
You will have to use HGH in a pulsate manner, meaning injections taken every second day gives better results than daily injections. Rather use the higher end of the dosage range on these days. For instance, instead of using 3IU's daily, rather opt for 6IU's every second day. Dosing should be at periods not close to sleep or training sessions, or close to supplement ingestion containing Arginine, OKG or GABA. It’s more effective to use it early morning and later again before lunch. Follow each dosage by ingestion of at least 50-60gr high quality hydrolyzed whey protein, taken in at temperature of about 4C this will improve gut emptying and by the time the IGF-1 is released to the gut, your whey is available for absorption. Do not use Insulin around the same time as your HGH, neither use IGF-LR3 or MGF close to HGH dosing.
"Anxiety is felt to be related to GABA-ergic transmission in the brain. For some time, it has been known that some steroids, particularly boldenone (eq) and stanazolol (winny), affect GABA receptors in the brain. GABA is considered predominantly inhibitory, . a "chiller". EQ can strip the brain of its natural chillers, GABA, creating waves of panic as you experience and describe so eloquently. Some people are born without sufficient GABA-ergic transmission, predisposing them to panic attacks such as you experienced, but in the absence of any externally administered drug. If you external stress overrides your GABA-ergic transmission, you will panic. So some only develop panic after a traumatic event. You probably had sufficient GABA-ergic transmssion for everyday life, but you were closer to that critical line than you thought, so when EQ stripped your GABA, you were pushed over that edge into panic. Some people are very far from that edge, so they can take a gram or two of EQ, strip their receptors, and still have no problems. Treatment options include benzos (which directly enhance GABA-ergic transmission, but have terrible tolerance and addiction potential and are NOT recommended), antidepressants (which by influencing serotonin and norepinephrine can enhance GABA-ergic transmission or simply screen more external stress through their mechanisms), and lastly DON"T DO EQ. This last one is simplest and best of course."